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[25 Jun 2005|08:09pm] [ mood | confused ] Things have changed, they're not the same And recently you found someone that you Decided to dedicate your whole life to And what we had is 'bout to be through And baby, what hurts the most is letting go I just want you to know that I love you so I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down And I thought for sure you'd always wait me I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart I had the chance to love, oh, how I miss you -- What hurts the most :: Monica ii love brandon coffey hailey 1 sacrifice : for love..

[24 Jun 2005|10:10pm] THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: o1 | eyes o2 | loved ones dying o3 | ghosts ---------------------------------------------------- THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: o1 | derek o2 | sami o3 | katie ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I LOVE: o1 | brandon:-D o2 | my family o3 | my friends ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I HATE: o1 | drunk people o2 | immaturity o3 | getting blamed for things you didnt do ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: o1 | Brandon:-P at times o2 | Me sometimes;-) o3 | Foriegn languages ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: o1 | mirror o2 | speakers o3 | computer ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: o1 | breathing o2 | typing o3 | thinking ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: o1 | become successful o2 | marry the man i'm in love with o3 | make sure people i love know i care ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN DO: o1 | write o2 | play volleyball;-) o3 | solumn ski ---------------------------------------------------- THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: o1 | o2 | = thats for you to decide o3 | ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: o1 | cartwheels o2 | play an instrument o3 | go a day without talking to brandon ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: o1 | feels like home :: chantal kreviazuk o2 | i'll be :: edwin mcain o3 | i'll stand by you :: the pretenders ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: o1 | i love you o2 | whats going on o3 | whatever ---------------------------------------------------- THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: o1 | tomatoes o2 | general chicken (chinese) o3 | mexican ---------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: o1 | speaking a different language o2 | new techinics in volleyball o3 | more professional writing ---------------------------------------------------- THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: o1 | water o2 | vanilla cappiccino when i get the chance! o3 | chocolate milk when school was in ---------------------------------------------------- THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: o1 | barney o2 | all that o3 | seaseme street ---------------------------------------------------- THREE SMELLS YOU RECOMMEND: o1 | curve for guys o2 | the stuff devin boggs wears;-) o3 | strawberrys and champaigne perfume ---------------------------------------------------- THREE NAMES FOR MY CHILDREN COULD BE: o1 | nevaeh o2 | dno anymore:-/ o3 | - ---------------------------------------------------- THREE ACTORS/ACTRESSES YOU LIKE: o1 | collin farell o2 | jason lee o3 | joshua jackson ---------------------------------------------------- THREE ARTISTS YOU LIKE: o1 | lauren hill o2 | ashanti o3 | alicia keys ---------------------------------------------------- THREE CANDIES YOU CRAVE: o1 | white chocolate o2 | carmello o3 | hersheys smores' ---------------------------------------------------- THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD SUGGEST: o1 | 50 first dates o2 | just married o3 | dogma for love..

boring day! [24 Jun 2005|09:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | feels like home :: chantal kreviazuk ] well, i didnt update yesterday... it's started to become a thing where i skip a day soo i might at well start doing my entry's like this.. ;-)thursday- all i remember of it was going to the palace vision thingy with brandon and his family and it was really fun! then today, i got up at 11, was supposed to call brandon earlier but i forgot, then i went to work for britney and barb because they were trying to find a car. after that, i was supposed to go to jake's but i ended up getting grounded because i used dwight's cell phone soo i've been sitting home bored... pretty much in a pissed off mood all day taking it out on other people:-/. so i think im just going to burn cd's and maybe even read:-(... ii love brandon coffey hailey for love..

[22 Jun 2005|08:24pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | so much for my happy ending :: avril lavigne ] well, i havent updated in two days so i'll explain yesterday;-). well in the morning brandon was having doubts and i started it but he broke up with me. so i decided i wasnt going to sit around the house all day, so i went to mikey's with melissa, and luch and aaron ended up coming over. melissa and i went swimming and stuff while the guys watched tv. then i went home a little bit later, and brandon calls saying he made a big mistake AGAIN blah blah blah. so, i ended up going over there to watch the pistons game! we won ohh ya! and i got home at 12. then today, i thought barb was working but she didnt work today, so we all got new chores and stuff. i did mine then, brandon came over and we were in the backyard with keith and stuff. then i had to go to the dentist so britney and lavenia took me there, then i ended up working at barb's shop (i love working there)! it was really confusing today tho, and when i was at the desk, mikey and chad came by and i talked to them for a little bit. so that's about it so far... i might go next store in a little bit with robby and brandon but i dno. so if anymore happens i'll make sure to write;-) ii love brandon coffey hailey for love..

good entry got deleted! [20 Jun 2005|12:25pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | tear my heart open :: unknown:-/ ] well somehow my last entry got deleted!? i think it's because i accidently made two of them and when i went to delete one of them, the other must have gotten deleted also!? but anyways, the disappeared entry talked about what i did two days ago. i woke up at 8:00 because i had to go fill in for britney because she was at her dad's at barbs salon. it was really fun, i want to work there soo bad. i got my eyebrows done, and just helped around. but the night before, brandon wanted me to call him soo i did and he was saying he made a huge mistake because he took a long walk after, and he didnt know what he was thinking. so, i called him when i was at work and he was like so are you going today? and i was like where? hes like to camp dearborn?! i completely forgot about it, and i already made plans with sami. so when i got out of the salon, i got home, got ready, and brandon was coming on his way. i went to go call sami and tell her i forgot all about these plans i made for a month, but they beeped right when i got upstairs to get the number. so when we got to camp dearborn his whole family was there. the guys all went and played basketball, and i stayed with his little sister, brandons grandparents, and his sisters friend and played badmittenl;-). then they got back, brandon and i played cards, and then he took me to the cantine. instead of staying where everyone was he took me to the lake, and sat me down. it was really pretty and he made it soo cute. hes like look at us in the water, and the ducks came soo close to us:-). he goes, hailey i want to get back together, i said me too. and he asked me out;-) i said ya;-) then his dad took me home about an hour later, i watched freddie vs. jason then i went to bed. the next morning i slept till 1:30!!! it was father's day, so i went to my dads. i havent seen him in like two months. we played badmitten and volleyball, and watched the pistons game. then i ended up staying the night. i got home this morning around 9:30 and just cleaned up and stuff. and im seeing what kinda mood barbs in so i can maybe go to katies or something. so thats about it soo far today... if more happens ill update later. ii love brandon coffey hailey for love..

everythings different now [17 Jun 2005|07:40pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | its so hard to say goodbye :: unknown ] god sooo much has happened its unbelievable! well i have had a whole different outlook on life in the past 24 hours. well yesterday, ... it was one of the funniest days ever. i just hung out with a couple people at kellys, then we went to kelly's game and then i left with amy to her house because it was rainy. i had soo much fun with her. we cracked up the whole time and i ended up staying the night. so the next morning we made pancakes, and i left around 2:30 so i could get ready for melissa's party. well, the difference between today and yesterday was i really found out how i felt about things and who were true and who was not. yesterday i thought i wanted to have fun in life, maybe even be single... today i lost the best thing thats ever happened to me. lately, everythings been different with brandon, im not happy hes not happy. i thought i wasnt happy because i was tired of the same old thing every day. i thought he wasnt happy because i was soo mean to him because i didnt like how things were. well, i pushed the kid away. for the first in a long time, he thought about things i had been thinking about... like what if i was single? what if i really dont love him. for the first time, in a while brandon coffey said something i always said, " i wonder what it'd be like if we were friends." "we'd be such good friends." so we broke up after having a long conversation after walking home from melissa's because me and her got into it sort of. for the first time in a while, he was the one who wanted to flirt with other people, and try and be friends. i agreed to break up because i cant hold him back. for the first time in a while, brandon coffey didnt care like i did. brings back memories from last year! i've wanted this for so long... and now that i have it (the chance to be on my own) i regret thinking i ever wanted it, ever thought about it, ever let it cross my mind. the one person whos really truely cared about me, opened me up, made me who i am today... is gone. because of me, because i didnt give him the time, the love he gave me. i told him id be there when hes married, when he has kids... i wont be the girl, ill be the friend... and thats what im going to do. i love brandon coffey with all my heart, i miss you babe. but i promised myself i could never go back, i mean everything i always thought turned on me. i thought i would never have to worry about something like this? but then it hit me? the worst part about it all was the whole reason i'd keep brandon at an arms length was for barb, was so that he didnt become the major thing in my life, and for the first time barb called him a good boyfriend today. too bad he wasnt my boyfriend at this time. maybe in a couple years, months, i wont even remember how i felt because we'll be such good friends, or ill think it was nothing at all... but for anyone who had someone that was such a big part of their life...and they just dont really mean anything to u now, because its your fault. you can never forget the one that once made you smile .... not only for that because whether its a lot or a little they made you who you are now, stronger, weaker, a better person, or a worser one. you're that way because they have impacted you alot or a little. ii love brandon coffey hailey for love..

whoa mannn [16 Jun 2005|08:59am] "What? of course i do.. why would you say that?" her dad said. "A lot?" she asked "A lot." he said and kissed her goodnight once again. It wasnt until he was half way out the door when she blurted "Daddy if you really love me a lot you wont be mad about what im going to tell you.." "What? What's wrong? Is everything...-" her dad said worried "Mommyy.." she said clutching her fathers arm "Mommy is gone.. the bad man hurt her." Her father was tense now. her pushed his daughter away "Nonsence" he said "Your mother is away at grandma's" "No daddy, shes not. She came home last night early and the bad man came in with the shiny" she said now heavily breathing, holding back the tears There was a sudden silence "Sometimes i see the bad man.. he comes and tells me stories when you're working late and mommy's gone to bed." she continued "But last night he was mad.." "You are sure of this?" he asked "Yes, shh.. the bad man comes tonight" " Stop this! Where is your mother? he cried She closed her eyes as tears ran down her cheeks. "Mommy's in the closet" Her father eyed the closet in disbeleif. He shakily walked over and slowly..slowly.. turned the knob It was then that the window cracked open just a bit... and the large, bloody fingers creeped through... "Daddy" she whispered "He's back" 2 sacrifices : for love..

yesterday and today [15 Jun 2005|12:18pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | work it :: missy elliot ] hey guys! well i said i'd update if more happened yesterday, but i didnt and more did because i got home at 11. yesterday, barb took me shopping for some summer clothes, and her, keith, britney, and i all went to red robin afterwards for dinner. i got like 4 pairs of shorts, and 3 shirts;-). so far today, was the second from the last day of school. it was soo gay, there was honestly no point of going. everyones hanging out today, i was invited a lot but im staying home again for barb. all thats happened, is i took a nap, my grandma and taylor stopped by, and i helped cook dinner... and thats about it so far. ii love brandon coffey hailey 2 sacrifices : for love..

busy computer day [14 Jun 2005|07:54pm] [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | My boo :: Usher feat. Alicia keys ] so far today, i've been home all day and just been swimming and tanning outside, working on myspace and my journal, running after the dogs, and i've been on the phone. nothing too much has happened. i'm just glad i have everything done. i hope i can soon finish my buddy4u! i can't wait till school is out! 2 more half days!! oh ya! well nothing else to say really say so if more happens by the end of the day maybe i'll update! thanks colleen for this cute backround:-)! ii love brandon coffey hailey 2 sacrifices : for love..

almost out of here [14 Jun 2005|10:32am] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | don't phunk with my heart :: black eyed peas ] i'm in Mr. Schkenel's right now, just got done taking my final and it was really easy specially because i memorized the whole keyboard in first hour. but anyways, yesterday i did end up moving my room around! i love it soo much because i threw away a lot of stuff and there's so much more room in there. so far today, in first hour we watched a movie and i was just practicing the keyboard. then in second hour, katie and i got a pass from 9:05 to 9:50 to walk the halls;-) (actually to visit teachers) a lot of people got in trouble for skipping and got sent home... they were caught in the boys bathroom. but katie and me had a pass aha! when we finally went back to class, me, katie, cortnee talked about food haha... i wanna go with them after school to the gc cafe but i cant...:-/. so on this half day im gonna go home and stay home so i can do stuff this weekend:-). school's out in 20 min! ii love brandon coffey hailey 1 sacrifice : for love..

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